What I want to be when i grow up... next installment

I want to be able to get up off the floor without looking like a large marine mammal.

I want to be able to bend over my vegetable garden without feeling like I am going to barf, from pressure on my stomach?

We found a Lavendar farm and ranch with about 2000 acres in the mountains, I would so love to buy it and farm it, raise goats and spin my yarn, We do crafts, and I would enlarge the B &B part for a retreat type atmosphere, and maybe add riding stable. There are trails in the forest land too. There is a upick garden and a business selling lavender products and blackberries. I would like to be healthy enough to do these things, even though I know I would have to commute 20 miles to the local school so I could get retirement and insurance.

I would like a place to invite local musicians for a community barn dance and music fest, a place for artists to come and work, a place for weavers to come and take classes,

I would like my dogs to run free and my son too. I grew up that way and I still miss it.

The fun part is that this is one dream that doesn't have much to do with weight, except for my empty purse, lol. Its light. The property is listed as 2.5 million dollars, and I can barely pay the bills we have now, lol. Maybe the Lord wants me to be a Lavender farmer and something amazing will happen. Anybody want a time share? I keep telling my friends,
Put in some money and I will share anytime you want to show up, lol.

The FAT/SKinny thing is that it would be hard for me to do some of the work with my health as it is right now, but I am trying to get stronger as I reach goal, just in case.... Well, maybe I can just go visit it sometimes.