I have been happy with my choices so far with my changes in woe and doing good, well fairly good with the cravings. But the other day a friend talked about french fries and I had realized how long it had been since I had ate any. I wondered if they were as good as I remembered and my friend talked about. Well I didn't run right out and buy some than, nor did I obsses over them but I did think that they were something I wanted to have and wanted to plan an off plan eating time for where I wouldn't...

Here's another post from my blogger blog, titled, "I Am Not On A Diet"..

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I have a blog at Blogger.com. I have decided to post my relevant blog entries here as well as there. So the following in an entry that I posted there on May 30, 2008.

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When people find out that I have lost 150 pounds many questions come up but one worries me "didn't you ever cheat?" What!?! This question is worrisome because this person is that all or nothing person I used to be. That is how I got up to nearly 300 pounds. This is a battle that is worth fighting everyday for and not just until I eat a cookie. What is the point then because I am not perfect. Setbacks need to be learned from and we grow by them. I do what someone may call cheat....

Starting over is never easy, but so neccasary to keep moving forward and not backward. For me it means getting back in the Low carb mindset, which I don't really think I have ever really left. I know I have eaten all kinds of carbs, good bad and the ugly over the past couple of years being away from LCing. But the difference this time is I KNOW in my heart this is the way I must eat forever. The word CHEAT will no longer be in my vocabulary. I can't let a simple 5 letter word reduce my...