Starting today my way of eating and living have changed for good. I am starting Inductions (Atkins) and started working out at Curves, I plan on working out 3 - 5 days a week. My only problem is that I dont have any kind of support. My roommate is an 'enabler' and the rest of my friends and family are not around enough to give alot of possitive support. I have 152 lbs to lose and am scared that I wont be able to make it to my goal weight. I have always been heavy from my earliest memories. I dont know what it will be like when I am at my goal weight and that has me scared, like I have never been in my life. I know I use my weight as a barrier against people getting close, and I am working on letting people get close to me, but it is hard tearing down wall 25 years in the making. I feel like I am just spilling my guts here, but I just dont know where else to do it.