I don't have a working scale. I actually need to throw away the two I have, LOL. I've been putting off getting a new one because I'm a little afraid to get on the scale after such a long (over a year) detour from LCing. I know I put back most if not all of the weight I had lost. I won't cry over it because it taught me some very important things that I will need on my way to keeping it off forever.
Having said that though, I think I might cry to see the new number. I don't want to get discouraged because it is after all just a number. I'll still look the same no matter what it is. I'll still have the same goals no matter what it is. I do think I'll want to know at some point what my starting point was. I just don't know if I'm up to finding out just now.
I know I must sound like a complete child. It's a just a scale with a number on it to show my progress. But it also so much more.