i am sitting here so tired and wanting to eat!!!
but i wont i know as soon as i get hubby out the door
for work in hmmm 33 Min's i am going back to bed!
i had though i was going to Mich so i did not make and food up for me
i have to get off my butt and do that to day
if i can
they but my mom in law in the hospital yesterday
her leg is swelling up VERY big and turning colors
sometimes look black
they said it was water and her heart is not doing what it is supposed to
she had a heart monitor on and oxygen and iv with very strong med's so she can get rid of the water
going to be a few more long days but
I AM NOT GOING TO OVER EAT!
well i will be back later today

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mom in law is home now
you will not believe this but in 12 hours she lost 7 GALLONS OF FLUID!
the nurse could not believe it either
mom in law is going in congested heart failure
so i am not sure whats going to happen she has to go back to the hospital Friday for test

been a tiring week but i have not pigged out!!!!
i need to weigh but!!
hmm my mil has to weight everyday and log it for the doc
SO since i am the only one with a scale here!
yep you guessed it it is now sitting in her bed room
i dont mind she is using it but
i told hubby they have money and she can get a scale at wal-mart that she can use
so she needed to get one
i use mine and need it
letting her use a few days is nothing thats fine
but hubby told me well you can go down there and use it
man did i get pissed!
i told him NO!
i said they can use it for a few days till they get her one
i know how it will work out if i dont stop it befor it starts
i will never get it back hubby will say i will get you a new one
then i never see it
i dont see that as being selfish of me wanting it back in a few days
i had to special order one that goes up to 500 pounds for me and pay over 200 dollars for it
she can get one at wal-mart for 30 bucks
i will have to go down there today and weigh

my eating is not what it should be i have ate alot of l/c bread this past week
so i dont see me losing any but i dont think i have gained
there is still alot of things going on that has me worried and upset
i have been very lazy with me eating
i have not cooked and just grab a sandwich
i have to learn not to get cold cuts for the deli hard Salomi Muenster cheese
hot pepper jack cheese chipped ham slice ham Bologna ( sp? on all them lol)
then i get to all i want is sandwiches!
i cut up a bag of lettuce and alot of tomatoes
so i dout i lost anything!!!
you know this past few weeks i am surprised i have not went on a big pig out with all the crap happening i am hoping this next week will be better
but i know there is some major stuff happing Monday
maybe this week my stomach will get back to normal and my nerves under control
and me head back and i get off my lazy butt
we will see

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Donna,

It was good to see your post. I know how much stress drives me to eat too much of the "good" stuff with a little of the "bad" stuff on the side. I think you're doing wonderful considering everything that is going on in your life. There are periods of time in each of our lives that we have to just be satisified with holding the line and not gaining - eventually everything will settle down and you can get back to the downward motion of losing.

I'll be keep you and your family in my prayers this week.

ladybug24

?Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me.? Phil. 3:12

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not posted much in here
just lazy i guess and Little busy
been messing up with my eating again
nothing to bad but enough to keep me from losing
i know never never go shopping when hungry!
and we are getting more L/C junk around here and i been trying it all!
i have to stop !!!!
i have not been login in fit-day
it is so important to do that for me
i want to say i am going to redo induction but we will see
i did use fit-day yesterday
20 carbs
2 fiber
i know wheres the veggies
yesterday was a eat as you run day
i will do better today

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raining today
cool
i am in one of my crying moods cant stop today
i have been drinking coffee again and not lost anything
i been 20-25 carbs for the last 2 days
1 little cup of coffee i count it as 1 carb = 1
2 tlb 1/2&1/2 1 carb = 1
i shot of sugar-free vanilla syrup 0 carbs = 0
1 of my muffins under 3 carbs = 3
2 egg muffins i count them 2 carbs each = 4
so thats what 9 carbs

i will eat again about 4 this evening and then a snack
if i last and dont go on a food bing
i find if i eat more in the morning i dont get as hungry all day and pick at everything
i have some roasted Cauliflower and Broccoli from last night
i will eat that and maybe another steak
i should go to the store but i dont want to walk in the rain
well thats it for now

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if i dont get out of this house i am going o go fricking crazy
i really need to get back on my meds but sometimes with no ins you just cant afford them

not ate today just not hungry lol but that will change trying to wash clothes i am hanging them out on the line
i leave the clothes pin bag at the far end so i have to keep walking back and forth to get to it lol i guess every little bit helps
thats why i started hanging them on the line make my self move Little more
i walked Thur the yard a couple times yesterday we have a small yard
but i started itching and sneezing like today
maybe after it is dark and everyone is in side i might walk up the road
we will see does it matter what time of day you walk ?
i hope not

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did you get your scale back from mil yet? ..and you walk when you CAN walk.. it wont make a difference.. do it.. it does help clear the mind and sounds like you could use the stress relief it would bring..((((((((donna)))))))))))

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hey Kim
yes i got the scales back and it said i gained 3 pounds ewww
some-days i just want to forget it all !
but then after my pity party i get back up and start again
are having a another cold spell her some are calling it blackberry winter some say it is dogwood winter well i say it is time for it to go away!
i woke up with my head stopped up and coughing go from 80+ to frost sucks
and it sucks not having a nice hot cup of coffee in the morning
so i been again and i am not going to lose as long as i do i guess
i have a old house and the heater is on its last leg it does not heat the house well at all my kerosene? heater is shot also needs a new wick we used it just about all winter
we was so glad when the warm weather got here
that gives us all summer to buy a new heater
anyways i got off track again and rambling lol
the arthritis and inflammation in my legs is acting up bad
and i think the arthritis is in-my left hand now
and caring over 300 pounds onmy ankles and kness with that
somedays is just to hard !
it might not seem like anything to some people but walking in the yard and back and forth hanging out clothes is alot some days
you are right and i do walk when i can
thanks for stopingby tnaks eveyone for stoping by

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hi donna, just wanted to say hi ....
i was thinking maybe you could mix your coffee - half decaf and half regular? have you tried that before? or maybe just decaf? that way you'd still be able to follow your morning routine ...
also, i think it's a great idea to keep the clothes pins across the yard! what a creative way to get in some more walking. good idea.

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well my eating went Right out the window last day or two
so i am not going to weigh tomorrow lol
i am not sitting home tomorrow i know my daughter wont come over hell she might not even call
so I'm going To my mothers today to stay all night with her
will be back tomorrow night
so happy mothers day to all of you

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dang i really need to write in here more
lets see
went to moms sat stayed to Sunday had a nice time
was hard on mom mothers day was 1 year to the day we buried her mom
when i went i took some low-carb ice cream and a sugar free cake for her
i know i was going to have some
and i did then what does my mom do she went out and came back with donuts!!!!!!
and i eat one ohhhhhhhhhhhhh man it was good but i was so sick from eating it later :( i knew better and had to pay for it i guess and i have in more ways then one
i am off on my eating again this week i have broke and ate 3 snake cakes and about cup of chicken dumplings and about cup of mash potato's 2 slices reg bread
we wont even count all the l/c candy sooooo i think the donut has start cravings off again there is no use eating l/c 1/2 the day and not the rest
i have to get back to l/c eating all the time
i have to get up and fix me some food for a few days the problem is i feel sooooooooo bad tired no energy lite headed all i want to do is sleep
man i feel like CRAP!
i started drinking coffee again
but i know i will get up and dust my big butt off again and just go on
thats all i can do
lets see what else .... well hurt my ankle cant seem to put much weight on it at all
walking is hard ...daughter did come up on mothers day SURPRISE she had got me a new porcelain doll and flowers i will take pictures soon
hubby broke his lower front tooth he had to have the rest pulled and what a pretty site!
ok thats it for now

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Oh the havoc of Hostess.... My hubby (who is eating LC) and my son both work in the construction field. So i usually get the honor of packing lunches, not too bad when packing hubbys, but, my slim and trim son of 21. Well he has a weakness for Hostess Chocolate Cupcakes.. he is staying with me while they are working close to my house.. you know those precious few more minutes of sleep time. So I picked up those little devils for him, carried them into the house, unpacked them, placed them in the Brandon only bin. Somewhere between the unpacking and the bin I ate not 1 but 2 of those things. After the fact I got the box read the carb count... Oh My Gosh!!
Now it seems like I can't beat the sugar craving.And it also happens to be TOM. So I am feeling lousy... I feel fat, bloated, and discusted. The bread thing is fully under control, it is the sugar cravings I need to beat.

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donna... i have started adding coffee a little more and more too... why IS that? i was so good for such a long time (well it FELT like an eternity..;-) )
i think it is the crappy weather here.. cold and rainy..
anywho.. thinkin bout cha .. that arthritis can be a bear! i have had a torn meniscus in my knee with a tiny bit of arthritis... i KNOW it isnt bad like yours... but man,,, i sure feel for ya... i was to the point that i parked right in front of stores.. i couldnt pick up my grandson without pain.. i couldnt walk without limping and pain.. i had the surgury.. i got fluid drained.. and a cortizone shot and it is WAY better now.. such a great feeling to walk pain free again..
my heart goes out to you.. take care...
((((((((donna)))))))))

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Donna
Thanks for the email. I tried to respond but the email I sent was returned as undeliverable. I don't know why.
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Have a great DaY!
Rob

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