Ohhhhhhhhhhhh I’m Soooooooo Happy for you!!!! The Library sounds Wonderful!!!!

Old age ain't no place for sissies.

-Bette Davis-..
215/179.5/160
35.5 Gone
19.5 to go!!

ok here we go again another day
it is yucky outside how it dont start raining
i need to get up and shower walk to the store but i feel so lazy today

went to the library last night the piano lesson was over my head to many ppl in the glass most already knew how to play or some about playing i dont know if i will keep it up or not i will go back a few times more see if she tries to help the ones who know nothing more
after that i went to a quilting class made a heart block was nice i was the youngest one there but then there was only 4 ppl
i had a great time i finished my block and she gave me another one to start befor next thur
i will have it done tonight

ok i will tell i really sucked on my eating i went all out and ate some cakes and some full sugar yogurt ate reg bread
i hope i have the fricking willpower today
and stop my whining

Donna

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

3/22/02 425
10/6/03 343
hope 325 by dec

Hi Donna,
I just read your journaling. I was very inspired! You have done awesome and I am sure you will be 325 by Christmas!
Honest-you are such a success story!
I am a RD and part of my job is working with Gastric Bypass patients. I have mixed feelings about the surgery, but girl you PROVE that weight loss can be done for people in the same situation as you. (I am sorry if this comes across rude...I am just floored by your progress ). I wish you could come and council with some of my patients before they do the surgery!!!
Best Wishes and continue strong...you can do it!
~MB
192/176/130

Hi Donna!!!

Hope your having a Great Weekend!!!

((hugs))

Old age ain't no place for sissies.

-Bette Davis-..
215/179.5/160
35.5 Gone
19.5 to go!!

well febe the weekend sucked but whats new lol
hope you have a great one hugs!!

vatekabe thanks for thinking so it has been hard
and still is seems i cant get my self back in the grove of things but gods knows this site was my saving place i had no other chose
i was to the point i would have has surgery if i could my sis did she was over 500 pounds i have another sister who is over 300 we was all skinny/normal size to we had our children and then we blew up all of us anyways
i dont have ins and no money for a surgery
one day i found this site and it changed my life for ever i dont have to sit in a chair and wash dishes no more i can wear jeans again!
i am still very big but i am also almost 5'10
my legs and ankle dont swell anymore and i can walk more when i do as i should i dont have heartburn and i love this woe!!! i will never go back at as befor my problem right now is to get my self going again depression is a big part of my life and dealing with it and making my self move forward winter coming on and the cold and dark is hard for me opps got to go someone at door

Donna

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

3/22/02 425
10/6/03 343
hope 325 by dec

[This message was edited by KyStar on 02-16-04 at 09:14 AM.]

well so far so good today
beside the water!
been up 1 and 1/2 hours have had 2-3 cups coffee now i need to drink water rest of day
help!!! lol
ok i just went and got some water drink drink
i think thats why my am not losing any not enoughs water
we will see
i wish i had a website but i dont know how to make one lol i have pictures i might look into making one
not ate today i know i should i will eat some flax-o-meal and for lunch tuna salad on lettuce and i have a low-carb dinner in freezer pumpkin seeds or pork rinds for snacks thats the plan for today
hope i stick to it !

Donna

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

3/22/02 425
10/6/03 343
hope 325 by dec

i wish i could sleep!
i got 4 hours this morning
hip is killing me
i listen to 2 kittens play on my front porch allnight they was so cite little kittens they played with the leaves the wind was blowing i did alot of standing in the window watching them to wild to let you pet them
lol yes i tried i want them!
i told hubby DONT YOU BE MEAN TO THEM!
i want them and i am going to start feeding them going to fix a winter box on the porch in the corner maybe they will let me pet them as time goes on then shhhhhhhhh off to the vet! shots and fixed we have so many cats here it is crazy in the little bottom we live in ppl just drop them off at the store thinking they will make it eating out of the store garbage or someone will pick them up NOT! but these 2 as small i think in time we will get them tame
i did good eating yesterday
got in 3/4 of my water
not weighing to sunday

god please help me help my self give me the courage and the strength the will power to do the things i need to do!

Donna

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

3/22/02 425
10/6/03 343
hope 325 by dec

[This message was edited by KyStar on 02-16-04 at 09:16 AM.]

ewww i blew it again
my worst time is early morning when fixing hubby's lunch bucket ewww after not getting much sleep again it seems thats when i do my worst eating hubby left i was sitting in the chair almost asleep you know that sleep where you are so fog headed and your head drops well **** why did i just not go to bed!!!!! no i went got 2 snack cakes and a snack bag of chips ate them all! then found my way to the bed ewww i did get some sleep 5 hours but damn i am mad at my self !

Donna

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

3/22/02 425
10/6/03 343
hope 325 by dec

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh Donna, I have a hard time with this to!!! But now I fix my self something to eat, befor I start the Lunh Box!! So I pick at that & not his lunch!!

Good Luck!!

Old age ain't no place for sissies.

-Bette Davis-..
215/179/160
36 Gone
19 to go!!

well i weighed and back to 348
i just cant stop my self from cheating and i am so pissed at my self i know i can do this
backing his lunch is the fricking pits!!!
and cooking him dinner
not that it is his fault
he does not make me eat
it is my fault
trying to be good today lol

Donna

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

3/22/02 425
10/6/03 343
hope 325 by dec

[This message was edited by KyStar on 02-16-04 at 09:18 AM.]

i am so off track and eatting everything have to get my mind back on track
this is not working for me
it is so simple i know what i have to do but getting my lazy depressed *** to do it is the problem and always making up reasons i am not doing it

Donna

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

3/22/02 425
10/6/03 343
hope 325 by dec

You will get back on, Donna. Don't throw the towel in, keep going! Even when you have less than perfect days, come to the forum, read...read...read and post in your journal, just like today. You aren't the only one here who has met with this challenge, you have plenty of company. I have been where you are now, my dear.

If your mind can perceive it; and your heart can believe it; then your hands can achieve it!

{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}

Take care~

Susan


LCE Member since 01/02

Susan's right, Donna.
Everyone's journey has its highs and lows; the trick is to remember the lows are temporary.
Just take each day as it comes. You've done so well, and you will again.
Just remember that we're here and we care.

{{{hugs}}} from me, too.

Trina

Cooking is at once child's play and adult joy.
And cooking done with care is an act of love.
- Craig Claiborne

((DONNA))Come on Girl!!! I know you can do this!!!!

Were all here for you!!!
((hugs))

Old age ain't no place for sissies.

-Bette Davis-..
215/179/160
36 Gone
19 to go!!

{{{{Hugs}}}} Donna,

When you start feeling this way, go back and look at your old pictures and see how far you have come! Your success is amazing. Don't listen to the negative thoughts in your head; look at the positive, very REAL proof in front of you.
We all get discouraged. When you have a lot to lose, it's easy to get lost in the enormous task at hand. But you cannot look at the big picture right now. Just take it one day at a time, five pounds at a time.
Make that your next goal: to lose 5 pounds. Forget the rest and concentrate on that. And when you have lost those five, set another goal for 5 pounds...

I love your sig line; now let us be those angels and listen to what we are telling you!
You are worth it to stick with this and you CAN do it!

Summer


www.herstorygirl.com