i am so bummed i weighted today i do every sunday and scale said i gained 1 pound ewwwwwwww
what is a matter with me that i can get back on track that i cant even lose 1 fricking pound!
this is crazy up down up down
i know the fault lays with in me
i should not let things get to me
there has to be a break soon
maybe just need more time to get back
to normal here who knows
last week was hard being sick getting use
to getting up early and getting hubby up
that is when i slip the most
oh well here we fricking go again!

Donna
http://home.bellsouth.net/p/PWP-starfire






Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

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Hey Donna! Thanks for stopping by my journal! That was very nice. I also have just been a big stinker with my wol. I started over again on the 29th of Dec. and I think things are going well. I havent cheated at least lol! I think the key is to get mad about it instead of sad. That works for me at least, that's when I really get things done! I hope you have a good week!

Hi Donna!!!

Loved your new web site!!!

Thanks for dropping by and saying Hi!!!

((hugs))


Old age ain't no place for sissies.
-Bette Davis-..
215/173.5/160
41.5 Gone
13.5 to go!!

well i cooked some of the little red beans
made some in chilli and going to freeze rest i guess dont know yet cooked the whole bag
not been a good day
down and depressed big time all i want to do is cry lol but i do that 90% of the time anyway
i am so fricking lonely you even have a day where your phone never rings and you feel left out well its been that way for days now lol

my biggest wish is to have real friends lol i have lots of computer friends
we talk on the phone sometimes
you know someone to do things with
a l/c friend would help alot also
maybe next week i can go back to quilt classes not been since few weeks befor Christmas
hubby was sick no way there
well guess i better go i have to make my bed i tore the bedding apart and washed it all today
fun fun fun

Donna
http://home.bellsouth.net/p/PWP-starfire






Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

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[This message was edited by KyStar on 02-16-04 at 09:35 AM.]

not eatting much today cant hold it down
very bad day
father found out about something my mother did
they are divorced
but she did it to him anyways
i found out about it and did not tell him
i did not know what to do
my whole life has been put in the middle with them always pulled this way or the other

oh man i feel like i am 10 again

got about 60 oz water down
2 sausage patties and 1 piece cheese
will eat lots of veggies later if i can stomach anything

Donna
http://home.bellsouth.net/p/PWP-starfire






Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

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[This message was edited by KyStar on 02-16-04 at 09:37 AM.]

Hi Donna - I just wanted to empathize with you on the situation with your dad. I went through this last Christmas. My parents are divorced 25 years ago, my father has not spoken to my sister in that many years (pretty much wrote her out of his life). All of a sudden, last Christmas he asked ME if I thought my sister would talk to him. I said I didn't know, he'd have to call her and gave him her number. That's all I did, no other intervention at all.

Well, they kept their reunion secret from my mom until after Christmas (figured it would ruin her Christmas) and then told her they'd been speaking. It ticked her off big time. My mom did the same thing to me that your dad is doing to you. She wouldn't speak to me, I didn't do anything!!! She got over it over the course of a couple weeks, but she was very very cold to me whenever I'd talk to her and she's still very rude and miserable when she knows my father has visited or talked to my sister.

All I can say is just hang in there. Maybe it's something he'll get over, soon. Guess it depends on what it was. It's hard being put in the middle.

Take care of yourself
Karen

thanks Karen
you reply helped alot
i cried all day and night yesterday
one sister told my father me and other children knew about it
i think just to get her *** out of the sling
so me and older sister was one who got the worst
cause he trusted us the most

i did talk to the sister and mom
who open her big mouth she knew about what was going on for years! rest of did not
anyway was alot of fighting and phone calling here yesterday
now everyone is mad and not calling me and older sis lol cause
we had all we was taking and started slinging it back
well will see what happens now

Donna
http://home.bellsouth.net/p/PWP-starfire






Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

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[This message was edited by KyStar on 02-16-04 at 09:40 AM.]

well i have not been posting in here or the val challenge
i was not loseing was gaining
i went to 372
i weighed today and i am 367
oh my god i am sooooooo happy!
i hope i can keep this up this time
will not weight to next sunday

Donna
http://home.bellsouth.net/p/PWP-starfire






Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

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Way to go Donna!!!!!!

Jen
175/129/120

thanks Jen
oh Hope i am not gaining again i just have that feeling you know
but i will not weight to next Sunday i would do so much better if i stop drinking so much coffee
i think i need a 2 or 4 cup coffee maker
this 12 pot one is killing me!
i have been trying so hard to cut back i have to about 1/2 the pot
i drink up all my carbs!
by time i add 1/2 &1/2 and H/W cream
i like it mixed and then the packets of splenda
yesterday i had 8 oz mugs
i got out tlb spoon and stopped eying the cream and i was getting it way to sweet i cut back to 2 pk splenda
this is my trouble!
need to get rid of all my big mugs and get small cup and get small coffee pot lol

Donna
http://home.bellsouth.net/p/PWP-starfire






Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

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well no gain no lose bummer
and i been good!

Donna
http://home.bellsouth.net/p/PWP-starfire






Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

425/360/?

well i am very happy today
after a very long time my
strips are in the pink
now if i can just continue to stay strong and not back slide again
my biggest key to this i just found out for me
is PREPARE food and keep on hand
i have a big bowl of tuna made up
8 nut/bran muffins
8 eggs/sausage/cheese breakfast muffins
all in the refrigerator
i have a few of the chiefs choice microwave dinners in the freezer for emergency
i grated and cut up 3 blocks of cheese
i need to cut up my broccoli and cauliflower today
and going to work on some veggie soup
and mayeb if i dont give in ( i am not!)
i will lose something lol

IT'S ALL ABOUT ME! IT'S ALL ABOUT ME ! IT'S ALL ABOUT ME!
I'M IN THE PINK! I'M IN THE PINK! YEAH YEAH I'M IN THEPINK!

Donna
http://home.bellsouth.net/p/PWP-starfire






Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

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So happy for you, Donna! You have been working sooo hard.

Go pink!

Jen
175/129/120

thanks jen
i have been so worried all day that everything i ate is going to knock me back out
and i am soooooooo hungry today lol

Donna
http://home.bellsouth.net/p/PWP-starfire






Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have
trouble remembering how to fly

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Congratulations, Sweetie! Doesn't it feel great?

Sus

450/383/200