well here i am again
had a great time in Germany
was there 2 weeks
had some trouble getting back
my =friends there bought me a round trip ticket
i told her that since i was so big she better ask if i need two seats
she was told no that either i would be placed next to a empty seat or a small child
i wanted to make sure so i called here in the states to the KLM asking same question was told same thing so i told my friend to book it
she was willing to pay for 2 seats
it worked out fine the flight to amsterdamn was great empty seat next to me
flight to germany was great empty seat next to me
friends wedding was great had a vey nice time they had me a birthday picnic on the rine went to a few castles not much sight seeing with the wedding and other
guest from everyplace but still a very wondertime
my frist time anywhere my first flights
well when time to come home lol
the flight to amsterdam was great
but when i got on the plane to go to detroit there was someone in the seat next to me a lady well i was shocked and scared i know then all hell was going to break lose
so i tried to fit in just my seat there was noway i could sit like that for 8-9 hours i went and talked to the plane lady ( lol cant spell it )
and she said i needed to talk to this man well he looked around and said the flight was full that he could not help me i would have to go off the plane talk to the lady at the borading so he walked me there
now mind you i was told i did not need two seats my friend was willing to pay for two the lady at the desk was very very rude to me
this is the reason i wanted to know about 2 seats befor i left i did not want to be embarrased in front of ppl looked at pointed at
this trip was a very very big step for me
i dont go out much at all even to stores
anyways the lady told me she cant help what i was told by 2 ppl who work for them
that what was she to do toss someone off the plane for someone who cant fit in her own seat!
i was told was not thier failt i was to big
and she is saying this so everyone can hear it then this man got up from the computer yelling loud throwing his hands said look lady i can book you for tomorrow but it will be the same thing you need to seats you are to big for one!
anyways cutting this very very short my friends came from germany to get me and then we had alot of press time and blah blah got home 4 days later
my suitcase was sent to switlerland and michigan i was left with just what i had on and they wanted $2500 for a ticket when the whole round trip was just $1000
ended up on the news on the raido and in the paper KLM got lots of very bad press but still i had to buy a 2nd seat but at $495
my friends drove 4 hours to come get me in amsterdam
i have never been treated as bad as i was in the neartherland by KLM airline
i talked to 7 ppl there trying to work something out and 6 of the 7 was very rude
i told one i did not have $2500 for a ticket he throw up his hands and told me well then it ends here nothing we can do for you !
sent me on my way
i had to buy a few pieces of clothes could not find underclothes that fit me so i was washing them out everynight lol
i tell you nothing can make you happier then clean undies!!!! lol
well then i get one suitcase back the day i leave germany again it is damaged
the other one was still in limbo
so when i get to michigan i find my other suitcase
BUT the one i just got back in germany is missing again!
3 days later at 2 am the airline sends it by cab to my sisters
it is damaged more!
the airline had to replace it
and beleive me when i say this is the short storie!

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{{{Kystar}}}

So glad to have you home safe!!!! Soooooooooo sorry your return trip home was so bad!!!

But hang in there!! Next time you fly, you will have room left over in your 1 seat!!!

((HUGS))

Old age ain't no place for sissies.

-Bette Davis-..
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febes you know i missed you!
missed all of you guys but
you always stick out in my mind always so nice and careing
you know i would go again tomorrow it i could lol but going to go thu london next time lol

man this weeks been hard going back to old habits get so pissed and want to eat!
i ate 5 yes 5 sandwiches yesterday and even the bread 2 cakes and lmao then sugar free candy and diet pop
swear i am better then this i can do better
got to do better today
lots better and i will
see good name for this my ramblings

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[This message was edited by KyStar on 02-16-04 at 08:41 AM.]

well blew it again yesterday
big time i cooked a big dinner for hubby
yesterday made it 21 years we been together
i thought i had it under control lol
i cooked a chicken dressing mash potato's
green beans and cauliflower (mashed )
my thought was to eat chicken califlower green beans
i ate it all!
so very pissed at my self
that 3x dress i have stareing me in the face will not be on for christmas if i keep this up

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((KyStar))

Come on Girl You know you can do this!!!

When I fall off the wagon, I eat all I want of high fat food until I have my appetite in control. Then I start cutting back on size of meals.. The fat seems to keep me stay LC..

And Thank You!!! I’ve missed you Too!!!

((HUGS))

Old age ain't no place for sissies.

-Bette Davis-..
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34.5 Gone
20.5 to go!!

thanks febe
i am on my pitty pot i quess
was going ok today then i had some very upsetting news my cousin has passed away he was 48 he was like a big brother growning up we was not as close for a many years now
him living in michigan he would come here off and on each year and seemed i never got to see him we driffed so far apart
i should have tried harder
i saw him about 3 weeks ago
he was here wanted to come home 1 last time
he had cancer
anyways i have cried and ate all day
i need to call doc the meds are not working as good any more for my depression
or it is just being back home doing nothing everyday who knows sometimes life sucks
we have lost so many family members from cancer
and car wrecks
in the last few years we have lost about8 people and not old people
i am tired of death
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[This message was edited by KyStar on 02-16-04 at 08:57 AM.]

Donna, I'm sorry to hear the bad news about your cousin. Bless your heart, you're having such a rough week. Seems like everything caves in at once.

This too shall pass.

{{{{Hugs}}}}

Susan


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not ate today cant stomach it
coffe is all i want
cry cry cry
i cant help it thinking of my cousin
and family members gone
we was going to go to the camper for the weekend
dont know now
cousin is being flew in to lexington sunday at 6pm
then a grave site serves monday
hubby wants me to go and get out of the house i dont know
just down

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{{{{Donna}}}

There are no words. So I will just say a prayer for all of you!!!

{{{HUGS}}}

Old age ain't no place for sissies.

-Bette Davis-..
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34.5 Gone
20.5 to go!!

yesterday was the funeral
he had a service in mich
then flew to lexington sunday night
we has a small service yesterday
all the vets here came and marched
up to the casket and slauted? him
we laided him to rest beside his mother
on side of the mountian
they had a little trouble getting him up there but they did it
he was never the same after he was in the house
when his mother was murdered he was knocked out and could not help her
he is at peace now
i will miss him greatly
i just wish i spent more time with him and let him know how much i do love him


not weighted in dayssss
not been eatting right either
did call doc and got my meds changed
to 2 pills aday for the depression and he wants me to come in and see him
have a appt oct 27
you know i was very surpised i climbed up side that mountian and never had to stop
mind you it was not to the top!
just 1/4-1/2 the way it is a small one!
but i could breath
i took some pictures of the funeral
for his son who could not come to the service here in ky

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Donna,

{{{hugs}}}

I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and your family.

Trina

Cooking is at once child's play and adult joy.
And cooking done with care is an act of love.
- Craig Claiborne

thank you he is so much better off now i know but i will miss him


just so cold today cant shake it
drinking far to much coffee thit 1/2&1/2 3 yes 3 sometimes 4 packets splenda
not eatting much just coffee
i know i am better then this i know i can do better
i know it is better for me
but i cant get out of this black cloud
weighed today not gained any not lost any either the weather is so fricking gloomy
44 and drizzle of rain all day!
rain yesterday
i threw my self off with going to germany and staying away so long from home
i cant get it in my head it is time for fall
my mind tells me it is time for summer since i missed it here
i know i had it else where but there is nothing like summer in ky at home!
my mind makes me feel like i am being cheated lol if that makes any since who knows
i just am not ready for the dark days

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Oh come see me!! It’s still in the triple digits here.. And I do have a guest room.. Feed LC TOO!!! LOL!!

Try to have a Good Day!!!

((HUGS))

Old age ain't no place for sissies.

-Bette Davis-..
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34.5 Gone
20.5 to go!!

i wish i could febe
sounds wonderful to me

i am so bloated i hurt
i am going to be good today and get back on track
god willing and i get off my pitty pot!
weighed today 355 ewwww
got to stop all the coffee also drinking like 8-9 cups aday oh my god thats 24-32 packets of splenda aday!
got to drink more water
damn i suck
i know this works for me and i can do it

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Kystar - you're down down on yourself it makes me want to cry! You are absolutely right, you CAN do this, but you have got to give yourself some credit! You do not suck - it's crappy and cold and who really wants to be in a happy mood when it's like that outside? Cut yourself just a little bit of slack, take a deep breath and start fresh with ONE thing at a time. How about replacing just one cup of coffee with a cup of water? (Can't tell you to just stop coffee - as fellow coffee hound, that would be treason).

I know you can do this.

Jen