awwwwwwwwwww rhonda... i am so sorry... but i am proud of you for hanging in on your own... keeping to this PLAN you have DURING this time as well...

if you WERENT feeling so bad... i would thrash on ya about VEGGIES..*GRIN*... BUT ...i wont...;-)

take care rhonda... and... just remember that your bod will burn that alcohol before anything else...:-P

you need to have all the healthy foods ESPECIALLY while you are feeling stressed... okay?

((((((((((rhonda)))))))))))

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Thanks Kim for the reminder. That is why I stuck to ....... well.... two drinks tonight. I just know this is gonna devestate my children..... I COULD move back to Austin, but figure if he loves me enough he wouldn't be pushing the subject. You'd figure after 10 years of marriage something would mean something??? I guess I am just one of those strong women who will not be told what is BEST for someone else....... I want it to be about MEEEEEEEEEE and my CHILDREN..... they are well adjusted here... it was never meant to be forever, but I figure a man who hasn't had sex with you in two years.... well..... there's something to be said about that too!

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DANG....... I should edit that post but I won't....... ITS ALL TRUE and it is my journal. Just can't figure out WHY???????

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Lots and lots of hugs Rhonda. I hope you're feeling better today. Damn girl. I don't know what to say except keep posting if you need to say it. People that care about you are here If you need anyone to talk to. {{{{{more hugs}}}}}}

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Keeping you in thoughts Rhonda....huggs!!! Wish I had some words of wisdom...but I do have some pretty big shoulders when you need them

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Positive thoughts coming your way from Maine! Hang in there girl.

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Thanks you guys.... you are the GREATEST! Okay, I am done feeling sorry for myself... I had my own pitty party last night :( Life moves on.... Thanks for letting me vent tho!

Breakfast - 2 boiled eggs - very late.... like 11:00
Lunch - 2 cups lettuce with some left over grilled chicken and one boiled egg; 1 tablespoon l/c dressing which was 75 calories, 0 carbs
Dinner - Hasn't happened yet, but MORE salad and NO dressing. Also going to have some steamed cabbage with a little butter.... I NEED more veggies and less fat....
NO SNACKS!
Plenty of water....... still drinking it after my 2 drink pitty party last night. (mind you they were STIFF)

By some sheer miracle I had lost 2 pounds this morning... sure it is from the alcohol and probably will find it again IF I weigh tomorrow. Am taking THREE....... (count this KIM) THREE shots of ACV today to hopefully somehow counteract the demon alcohol I felt the need to ingest last night :(

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okay.. if the pity party is over... then you BETTER get more veggies i.... unless that salad has more than iceberg... it DOES have more than ICEBERG doesnt it? *evil eye*...

three shots eh? well .. you sure are a brave one..;-) .. i need to go get mine come to think of it! cleaning all day and forgot...

ya never know.. those two pounds might just have moved out of your system and took the demon vodka with em! *L*

lets hope!

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Hey sweetie...had to check in on ya

Your menu sounds great today!! Don't even apologize for your pity parties, that's what we're all here for? You think we just come to your journal to spy on ya?? Nahhhhh we do because we care!!

I'm with Kim...maybe those 2 pound went out the window the the vodka! Heck, I ate apple pie for hubby's bday with him last night and 2 pounds left me...maybe we're both luckier than we think. We'll see in a few days

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“Self-delusion is pulling in your stomach when you step on the scales”

Sorry, I'm just jumping in on the tail-end here, but...

What is up with your husband (or is there another more appropriate term we can use for him??)??? TWO YEARS with no lovin'???? Rhonda, I am sending positive thoughts to you. Here's a hug (((((((rhonda)))))))) and I am so proud of you and your dedication to this WOE.

Take care, luv
Kelly

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Highest recorded weight: 103.2kg/227.04lbs (03/15/08)
Current: 97kg/213.4lb-13.64
Goal:150
"Resensitizing myself to the urgency and severity of my weight problem is important in keeping myself motivated. I have to remind myself that my body will not tolerate this abuse forever." Jeannette Fulda, aka PastaQueen

Keeping you in thoughts Rhonda

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Well believe me Kelly..... DH and I have had some pretty heated discussions about the lack of sex in our lives..... or at least MINE! He claims he is just "a-sexual". Well, funny thing three years ago when we were separated, I went to visit "unexpectedly" at his house in TX and found condoms in his bedroom dresser... Know those weren't for me! Anyway, given up pursuing him and being the aggressor to have relations with him.... Kinda makes one feel undesirable if you are ALWAYS the one wanting and asking and initiating, you know? Figured if he really loved me..... no matter how overweight I had become... he would at least want to ocassionally. Well, now that I have slimmed down some, wanted to a few weeks ago... sorry, but I am NOT buying into that one. Too bad....... I will just remain a nun

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Had my shot of ACV and now onto coffee..... don't want to go into the office today, but what do I really want to???? It's called a paycheck I guess, so off I go....... Breakfast will be two boiled eggs again. Lunch... salad and yes Kim, only iceburg :( Haven't had a carrot since I began this WOL and the salad mixes ALL have carrots or some foreign objects I cannot identify! Probably will have some salmon with the iceberg today and doubtful any dressing. Those l/c dressings just have too many calories for the most part for me. Actually, salad without dressing isn't sooooo bad..... or at least I am trying to convince myself of it! More later.... You guys are ALL the greatest!

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(((((hugs rhonda))))) Thinking of you and hoping you're having a good day

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Thanks Renee So glad it is FRIDAY! Going to try to leave the office a little earlier than normal today..... hopefully, at least by 5:00. Kids are out of school next week for Spring break, so going to have to make the most of my time this weekend to make certain the house is spottless, for I know it will be a wreck by the end of next week :( Also plan to go through my closets again and donate my nicer clothes and suits to a battered women's shelter. Going to try to get them all together by tomorrow morning as their office closes at noon on Saturday, so want to make certain I get there with them by then. Refuse to have the things that are just too large anymore hanging around in my closet, first, because someone else could REALLY use them, and secondly because I am NEVER going to allow that much weight gain again! Not really hungry and it is already 12:30....... guess I will force myself to eat my salad, or at least part of it.

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