I was reading a journal just now and saw how long it took the person to get down to her goal weight and I had to ask myself, will I be able to go that long. Especially after I go home. I am very lucky in that I hold my weight well, well up until about 180 pounds and then it depends on how much exercise I've been doing. In the past I have gotten to about 165, at this point I could fit all size 12's and some 10's, and just stopped. I don't know what happens, well actually I do. I get a case of the cutes. Meaning I think I'm too cute. Instead of trying to maintain I just go back to eating whatever it was that got me to where I started and then bam, I'm back over 190 pounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well this time I'm determined to stay on course. Even when I return home from this deployment. I WILL make the time to work out and eat on plan!
Thanks for stopping by CD. I understand about the snacks. My roommates here had cookies the other day and I just had to have one. Then they are always throwing candy back and forth. Oh and the worse is when I come in from the Chow Hall and they are eating the regular food, sometimes to include desert. Oh well this is me and I'm determined to do this for my sake!

Two pounds a week and I will weigh 165 when I get home. So I gotta do it. I didn't do very well on Sunday. I had about 1/3 of a mocha smoothie, it was too sweet so I gave the rest to my roommate. Then I got dinner and it was GROSS!!!!!!!!!!!! Anything that says pork should have bones in it, not be pressed meat! So after church I had popcorn, I shared a bag with my roommate. I weighed myself this morning and I weighed 190 pounds!!! I have 190 in my sig earlier but I don't know why? So I figured it out that if I lose two pounds a week I will weigh 164 when I leave here and if I lose 1 pound a week, I will weigh 177. Either way witht the working out that I'm doing I'll be tight! I'm just going to really work very hard. I have nothing else better to do but eat right workout and rest. I am also going to get facials. I had my first one over here yesterday. So we shall see

2 days later and still on track. Trying my hardest to stay on plan and eat enough here. The way people look at me when I take my food out the chowhall just cracks me up! See if I see something I like then I just get two of them. Plus some tuna and lunchmeat/cheese in case I get the munchies at night and feel i "owe" myself something. So hopefully come Sunday the scale will smile on me

This will be my last post as a betterme. Maggie made it so that I can log back in under my original screen name, Kameron/Kameron2. See anyone there who comes to visit.

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